I don't think anyone ever reads my blog, but that is okay. This is for me to make myself feel better, or to just put my thoughts down anyway. Well, in my recent posts, they were usually about random thoughts that I had floating around in my head. This post however, is a little different.
Anywho, I have been thinking it over and I noticed that there is something seriously lacking from my life. I don’t think it is the excitement. Just for the fact that I care not much for it. I also do not think that it’s my lack of relationships either. I have many friends in who I socialize with on occasion. I’d rather be home though, either reading a book or manga, watching anime or movies, or working on the many websites that I have. Playing a ton of video games. Usually I am always busy. With one thing or the other.
A couple weeks ago a friend pointed out how I was not accomplishing anything here. I don't think he was trying to be rude or anything, just helping out. And he was right. I thought and thought of what I should do with my life now. I’m 23 years old and rather intelligent. I have an IQ of 145 and I do nothing with it. I should make a new start somewhere. One to clear my head, two to explore a new place/country, and three, a fresh start. I have decided that this would be a good idea and a great opportunity for me. I could finally get everything in order.
Of course, anyone who knows me knows which country I’m going to choose to live in. Hello Japan. I started saving up money, learning more of the japanese language and its culture, filling out my passport, and finding a sponsor for my visa.This is what I really want to do and I really think I can do this. I have friends and family that say they can help me through all this. I thank them for that.
I have more thinking to do obviously and more working to do, toward this goal.
Bye for now.